MY LAST NIGHT
Written by Abhi
My Last Night.
Your heart is out of reach
You still seem soo close to me
Every breath is a tragedy
Towards the end, I don't have the
Strength to see.
Yet you still smile, as if everything's going to be alright
Was it all really worth making my soul and mind cry
Are "circumstances" really a thing
Or was there something wrong with me?
Too tired but I still try
Chances are dire, Yet I won't cry
There's a heart that's still holding out
Trying it's best to figure out
Where it's supposed be
Yet I won't be able to live through
That it can't be me...
Maybe I know, it's soo hard to see
The same person I've always been to be soo vile
But I'm still holding on, slipping by the edge
Bleeding by every night, waiting for you
Maybe once in this life, you could've ever believed in me.
Yet it's soo long gone, beyond the spiral of no return
All of my hope that you call dumb.
I'm speaking out to the part of you that believes, it feels my cries so innocent inside.
That everything will be fine,
as long as you make it
with me to my last night.
And to the part, that thinks
It's lost it all, keeps telling itself
There's nothing left to save
Beyond the concept of time, it's lost.
It's never going to be someone
Until you know where you truly belong.
I'm still standing here
The one who saw you through it all
Fell for parts and stories you now hate to recall.
I'm still alive, barely in bits and pieces
Waiting to see you smile again
The smile that made me alive
The one that sneaked in, the one you said
"It only ever belongs
To you and I."
No one knows how things will be tomorrow
Or why do they end up being the tragedy they are
Yet I do know I can't ever make it better alone
Even if the world was at stake for you to believe again, I'll still stay by your side
But to the two souls inside of me
They really do know
Everything will be alright
As long as you make it with me
To my very last night.
Just another excerpt wrote over raw during a bad time, it's not up to my standard of writing but yet this one is extremely close to me. Like the one whom these verses were solely titled to.